Ask Me Anything! [UPDATED]

I don't have much time.  So real quick. If you take a look at the left of your screen and scroll down, you'll see a formspring me widget for "AllyCat2009".  That meeee! It was time to do it.  I think if enough people contribute, it'll have been worth signing up for. 

So give it a try.

I do warn you.  When it comes to personal questions I get tricky with my words. [Ehh, I just don't care to much about giving personal info out...]

If you have an advice question and it's a good one, I might put it up on this blog.

This could be fun!

http://www.formspring.me/AllyCat2009

Ask away everyone.

~Ally-Cat

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*psst* If you have formspring and want me to follow you then put the url in the comment box below! Thanks a million! ;D

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I'm not giving up "Ask Ally-Cat" though.  But I don't check it as often... [Actually, I've taken down that page. I found that there really wasn't any need for it anymore, plus, I barely ever checked it.  It's seemed a bit ridculous, you know?]

Happy Friday! :D

Hi everyone! Happy Friday! Finally, the week is over. Such a looong week. Don't you think?

Welcome Beca! Thanks for following. :D

Also, thanks for all the advice and support you guys! Wow.  So much love! ^-^

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Well, days have gotten better since that last post I had.  And I want to point out some things too, this guy I was talking about.  It was very out of the norm. for him to be so out of touch this summer. He's actually a nice guy, and the whole reason I fell for him was of his views and his kindness.  But not only did he ignore me, he ignored everyone.  Our friends... So yeah.  Not that I'm saying that I've changed my mind.  But it'd be nice to know what the hell happened to him over the summer.

I mean, don't I deserve that. An explanation?
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So, Justin Bieber.

I dislike him.

Sorry.  But that's how I feel. 

I don't respect artists who have no talent and become famous. (I'm also talking to you too, Ke$ha!)

Did you see this video? --Silly, boy.
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Well, I had my list.  Then I went to post and it failed.  Had relog in.  And it didn't save all of it.  *sigh* Maybe tomorrow.

Sorry you guys.

~Ally-Cat

Everytime I Close Mine, You Make It Hard To See

Well, basically my heart has given out.

But I'm not dead. Like physically, I mean.

(This is such a cliche question but: what is love? Really. Truly. *sigh* )

Well, I've given up. At least for a while.  There's this guy.  And whom shall never be named.  And well, everything is a bit complicated.  Quickly: tried to be friends, went well, summer=ignored (by him not from me), nothing.  I see him practically everyday.  So I don't talk to him, don't look at him.  And vice versa.

I figured: "two can play this game".
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And you're probably asking why I'd throw in the towel so easily. Well, it's just too emotionally straining and frustrating.  I need to focus on me, or I'll never succeed in my goals.  So I'm going to pull up my walls.  Block all thoughts as much as possible and well, focus on the now.

If he comes up to me, then...I don't know.  That's something entirely different. (BTW, he doesn't know about my feelings.)
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So that's the plan.  It'll be long and exasperating, but I think it shall be worth it.  I know about now a certain person is going to have my head. But as of now, this is how I feel about the situation.  So really: deal with it. 

Unless you,as the friends and readers, can give me a good, valid excuse as to not follow through, speak now or forever hold you peace.

~Ally-Cat

Hannah's Gift

Wait. Before I set up the pictures, I want to say something important. 

1. Thank you for those nice comments on my post "Art In My Heart 2".  I came home in a sad mood because of work and reading those comments made me lighten up a bit.  So thank you, ЯANdOM ЯAWR and Mizz Ali.  ;)
2. Work.  I've just got back on the wagon, summer is officially over in my book.  So that means less blogging time.  :/ I'm going to try to blog on the weekends, I've also heard I'm getting more breaks so that probably would be a good time too. I pledge: I shall not give up on you all! I'm finally getting feedback and actually starting to truly enjoy blogging.  Lots of love! >.<

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BEFORE

I ruined this one. (Can you see the spot on her cheek where the paper tore?) T_T Had to start over.  Below is the staging process of the new one.

The drawing took several days to get done, maybe four hours every few days.  These are pictures I've taken with my phone. (The last one--far right-- is not darkened so that's not the finished product.)

This is!

Here is the model Hannah showed me to use a guide for one of her characters in her book. Her name is Violet.

The Model

Hannah's book

The Comparison

You can't really see the shading on the face. Bad lighting. I'm kind of glad I didn't give Hannah the original.  The forehead is waay to big and her face looks distorted.
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The promised picture

What it says:

"I am lost...

Lost inside the deep contures of my soul

An undeniable pressure shoving me farther & farther

into merciless pits.

As I turn a corner

there is a feeling of unease

As I press the petal

that feeling is lifted

As I speed by white & yellow lines & concerned faces

I see the ones I loved

As I close my eyes, I think of how they wouldn't understand

Their faces dissolve away

I turn the wheel

Spinning

Eyes closed & spinning

Still falling, heart beating

Spinning

Spinning

intense pressure

Blackness"

This is based off a story I heard, that a boy was depressed and took his car and crashed into pillar on the highway.  Suicide is not the answer.  Please talk to someone. Or call this number : (US) call 1-800-273-8255 National Suicide Prevention Lifeline

~Ally-Cat