Right To Life

"I didn’t take the time to post this expecting you to drastically change your mind, nor did I do it out of pride, but I’m pro-life and just want to explain why, so hatemail is not necessary.

For one, go ahead and image search “abortion” on google. Tell me what you think. Let me forewarn you it may hurt your eyes to see. That only means I’m making my point clear.

Secondly, I like to think to myself what if that the fetuses/embryos/infants that show up in the search were me. Now we all know I’m none of them, but somebody was. Whether you want to think they are capable of understanding pain is your choice, I can’t tell you you’re wrong because I don’t remember being in the womb quite frankly.

I am a man who believes knows in a higher power, and I do my best staying loyal to the 10 commandments; do not murder being one of them. I also remember Jeremiah 1:5 “I knew you before you were in the womb”. I believe each person was created for a purpose, and I also understand some fetuses die naturally, but that doesn’t justify we can kill them.

Abortion=kill fetus. I understand if you search up the definition in a dictionary, they all manage to avoid the terminology ‘kill’, instead using ‘terminate’, ‘execute’, ‘expell’, etc. but they all mean the same thing to me. Kill=murder. Murder=Exodus 20:13

I’d get into detail how America’s constitution is flawed on this topic, but that’s not what concerns my blog, and not all of us on here are American, so send an ask if you are curious." ~endlesspraise.tumblr.com

^from Bleah Brian
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Look up "the silent scream" on youtube.  It's an old video, but really eye opening.  Please know, it is sensitive material.

Be informed. Know your facts.

~Ally-Cat

CVS Haul

So I'm retiring my old Clinique brush--which I've had for a little over a year now--as you can see in the left picture it's lost a considerable amount of hair.  (It use to be a dome shape now it looks like a contour brush.)

 These are the new brushes I bought.

(Top) Some drugstore brand dome brush

(bottom) Face Secrets: Bronzer brush

The rest of the stuff:

(Top) Physician's Formula: Mineral Bronzer

(Mid) Face Secrets: Brush Cleaner

(Bottom) Beyond the Zone: Super Sexy Sauce

 Sorry for the bad quality.  I used my cell phone to take these pictures.

Would you like me to do any reviews for these products?

 ~Ally-Cat

To Who It May Concern

Dear Boy Relationships,

      I can't handle you right at all.    I thought if I was that girl who was really shy, but kind when spoken too I would attract the right kind of people.  All I got was people who would get in my face and not take no for an answer. Then I figured I wasn't in the right environment.  So from a small pond to a somewhat larger one, I took the same approach.  I got the same result.  But this time it came with drama I didn't want nor desire.  So for a while I gave up.  I decided I should develop myself.  Become someone not as socially awkward around the opposite sex.  That ended my first year.
   It worked. I changed.  I became way more confident and started being more "me". I was learning to be better at talking to boys. I had more likable and less creepy guy friends.  And whenever those new relationships got to that fork where you go down the path of liking them more than a friend or staying in the lane you are, you choose.  And yes, there were times where I chose to take the more than friends path.  And that just didn't work out.  Why? I held back.  I kept seeing myself being really boring in a relationship.  I'd keep asking: do you think you can handle the whole package you get from being with another?  I wasn't sure.  So my efforts were half-hearted.  And they still are.
  What's worse when a guy likes me, I freak.  I don't know why.  It's some innate thing going inside me.  It shakes me to the core.  I dodge and hide from the problem.  I don't know if it's fear or what.  But it's a horrible and hurtful habit. 

I can't say I'm sorry because sorry means I won't do it again, and I can't guarantee that it won't.

How do you want me? You keep sending me mixed signals? What am I suppose to do?  Throw in the towel or fight harder?  You make 85% of life complicated.  The least you could do is lighten up.

Er, at least, give me a definite answer...

Very concerned,

~Ally-Cat

Kim

Kim= fun, energetic, and a beautiful soul.

I've been meaning to do this kind of post for a long time.  (Ever since I wrote about Lauren way back when.)

I wish I had knew.  I wish I had known how damaging that relationship was.  Everyone else knew.  How could I miss it? I mean we've been friends since Kindergarden! I should have seen the signs... I should have thought deeper about who much you changed when you were with him.  I was too wrapped up in other things, I didn't take the time to help you.  I so sorry.

Then I was scared.  I was scared of Vicky*. Vicky had done things.  Some really bad stuff.  It sickened me to the core.  I knew that our relationship was over.  But I was still worried for you.  She still was good friends with Vicky.  I knew the longer you and  Vicky stayed friends, the better the possibility that Vicky would get you into stuff that you'd regret later.  I tried all my might to get them apart.  But you were very subborn.  And I undertstood.  We both knew Vicky since Kindergarden too.  But things were different now.  She wasn't the same person.  After many months of convincing, you understood this too.   I think this made you stronger.

Today, Kim and I are the best of friends.  Probably better than we've ever been.  I'm soo proud of her.  She knows what she wants; she sticks to her morals; and she so genuine. 

So Kim, this is me, saying how much I appreciate you.  I've been so down and hazy lately, but talking to you made it so much better.  I know times are hard, but I will always be here! Love you!

~Ally-Cat


*not real name